Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I wish...

I wish i could travel more... i really likes to travel, even by just looking at the photos of friends at different countries already made me happy... well, so many places i wanted to visit... the world is so big and nice, it's really a waste if we just staying in our own comfort home... but now i have baby, it really made me less chances to travel around... thinking in another way, i have children earlier when they grown up i still can travel around, right? optimistic thinking...

Like my parents, they have spent most of the time taking care 3 of us... now my father almost 60 years old, he only been to Singapore. I really must work hard to earn more, so that at least can bring my parents to oversea before i miss the chance.
My destination:

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Monday, August 2, 2010

New life... new challenge

Boring Monday... darling starts working in new company, without expecting... Well, I expect him to start by tomorrow...

I guess my new life begins... darling's new job required him to travel very often to south Malaysia... I kept struggling before he made the decision... after all, I think I just cant reject the devil's invitation... I'm really not sure am I making the right decision this time to put myself in such situation which no one believes I can handle... from the time we pak tor, it's already seems like I never want him to leave from my side (sight? perhaps...) but now for the sake of making life, I felt that I had no choice and also it's time to challenge my trust to him, as well as his sincerity to me...

I take the challenge, and I actually believe I can handle it well. So just let the time tells the truth!