Feeling Weak

Have the symptoms of getting sick from few days ago, but cant get time to take a REAL rest... since Avryl born, I never have a sleep without waking up at night... well, cant blame anyone i know... cause I'm the one who cant let go my worries and wanted to check on her every night...

Now my body is like so weak... feeling not right for everything... I know there are tons of work waiting for me, but just cant make up my mind to work on it... feel like nothing going to be success... feel like where am I going now? It's going to have an ending?? Or it's just never ending story??

See, I'm talking craps which I also dunno what am I talking...